Dealing with strangers with insanity when i hear this stranger- an african amerian woman say to me " law school is sacred several time  and i do not know her,and angry at me for going to law school ,i find myself dealing with a sick person- and i am concerned about this , about why the LAPD ,the mental health services don't put people like this in a mental hospital. This same woman has followed me around , threatened me ,and this includes other neighbors-strangers i do not know == mental illness is an epidemic and this concerns me .  If i don't know someone , or talk to them ,they are a stranger- this includes people i have not seen or for several decades- they are strangers. Normal people don't harrass strangers , mentally ill people or criminals harrass strangers.

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i got to believe in myself, and love thyself- not deal with rejections ,and appreciate myself because life is too short

I am very concerned that america might vote for a criminal to be president of the united states of america . I am concerned that if america vote for trump to be president in 2024 ,america's vitality will be weakened and so will its world power?

have a balance between serious, and and having fun , a balance

a video of song written and performed by Dove Night

the song is on youtube,my twitter account, the song is published at big lucking guy publishing worldwide account. All my songs -on vevo are on big lucking guy publishing account

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my video basic jam part 2 is out on youtube, instagram and my twitter account= i written it, sung it, it is on my bmi account.

i spent several years trying to make it in hollywood ( more than 30, and i have nothing much to show for it. i made very little financially - a few hundred dollars , --etc , not enough money to make a living at writing ,singing music. I had to deal with rejections, misfortunes and coming across ignorant people who don't have my best interests. I also dealt with people who put me down , all the time -they are evil and who say they allegedly use my songs sampling ,use them for soundtracks which is criminal,evil but they are lying - too much ,but i am grateful for being able to release my music on an indie label that dont give me much - and videos= i am a professional songwriter, - making music to make a living , to make money , i did not make music for the love of it,

to people i know -or dont know ,please do not prejudge me with my podcasts- in terms of my complaints or issues on it. Please do not come around if you cannot talk to me directly. I am fine, i am ok, because i saws some people who came over without notifying me to see if my allegations were true or not and they should not have came over- leave my podcasts as it is, an expression , that is entertainment

how good pearl jam was ,rock n roll legends and my fondness for them and talk about how fond i was of grunge and how i wrote similarily with some of my rock music

talk about dealing with evil people in my building ,and neighborhood who spread rumors that were lies in my building,are racists and even said bad things because they were threatened by my ambition , to achieve the american dream- including one person who wants to press my buttons because they think im sensitive- that is so sick and evil To others- please be aware ,because i say alleged things ,please do not be concern or come around- because i am just doing podcasts= podcasts are entertainment and i am ok

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I am a good person, and well, and the truth is i am not intoxicated ,i am not drugged when i do podcasts, i am mentally stable when i do podcasts, i may have an unique style ,plus me talking about perceptual biases

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talk about not letting negative criticism or putdowns stop me, using constructive criticism to get better at my craft, job, etc but overall i will not let any type of criticism stop me

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talk about the potential outcomes of donald john trump becoming president again and what pitfalls america has ,and for its future

talk about my music aspirations and talk about extremely mentally ill people i live nearby or saw over twenty years ago still coming around - due to obssession with me possibly of celebrity ,that is crazy ,be careful of extremely mentally ill criminals

talk about my podcasts, about my evolving from my professional songwriting- professional - means making money ,promotion and dealing with ignorance and evolving as a person podcaster

I talk about my podcasts, and talk about other stuff including problems i have and what misinformation about me

talk about making music for professional reasons,meaning make music to make money, iHow if america is doomed if it elects Donald J trump as president-and while i could be wrong, i still believe america is going down the tubes with trump being president again- also i want to say be careful who you live next door to ,or who is in your neighborood because you can attract an evil person, a sociopath to you-that happened to me. Also I talk about not dealing with religious conservatives ,zealots because they are judgmental ,crazy and are biased ,their values goes against my liberal values and i consider religious christain conservative zealots dangerous.

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It is morally, and legally wrong to make false assessments /defamatory allegations on me when i dont need any,I am not some stereotype low functioning person who cannot take care of themselve- i am highly functionally ,very aware - i dont want no criminals or someone with an alternate motive to make up stories about me because they got something against me for no reason or for some criminal conspiracy- this is directed to the homeless, crazy neighbors nearby and others

I want no racists, homophobes, no religious zealots, no segregationists  criminals, to come to me ,i want no delusional low functioning people to come to me , no conartists, no negatives   I want just highly aware, open minded liberals to come to me , who are aware of reality

talk about evil people near me making false assessments of my mental health -they are criminals lying - about my mental health and racial profiling against me 

I want no racists, homophobes, no religious zealots, no segregationists  criminals, to come to me ,i want no delusional low functioning people to come to me , no conartists, no negatives   I want just highly aware, open minded liberals to come to me , who are aware of reality

I spent 33 -34 years of struggle and the idea of some loser who do not have talent ,do not own my songs made money from it via forgery fraud,they belong in prison, no forgiveness to the 20 years of harassment, I don't hang out with criminals, I don't hang out with delusional ,crazy people either

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I did not quit the my non performing professional songwriting aspirations- but i am tired of the rejections, indifference by the music business towards my music ,singing, the pressure, the haters and nothing much to show for it financially -33 years almost 34 years and no opportunities ,nothing but bad luck I am heartbroken but i didn't quit trying to make it in the music business ,as far as songwriting ,but i am about to do that eventually.

after over 30 years of struggle ,the rejections, the struggle, the lack of opportunities, and financial chances had taken their toll on my mental and physical health so I am no longer an aspiring professional singing performer. I am now just an aspiring professional non performing songwriter

be comfortable in my own skin,my size and not listening to naysayers

i am open to all people but not to evil people or people who are biased, bigoted, or want to undermine my potential

I told the truth about owning my music,writing my music , and that about allegations of criminal peeking tom/voyeurism--< i did not want to happen to me, and allegations of harassment by jealous dangerous predators- it is true,i told the truth,i am aware of reality, I do not like when these same people and others make up false allegations about my mental health - because my mental health is fine- i told the truth

I have been attracting dangerous people ,or people from my past who are evil or insane , and that is not what i want because that is dangerous . I want to attract good people ,who are positive to me ,aspiring ,not some homophobe or someone who wants to stop me from owning a home or stop me from being a success in the music industry or stop me from getting a good job-because that is evil, and wrong, i want to attract good positive people ,not evil ones

overcoming lies

talk about writing painful songs trauma, tragedy is not what i am , unique outcast https://open.spotify.com/album/4RJPcB5nXobV1tictTQT4a?si=68M18sHdTZGPAtJ-ppswDg

talk, i cannot have a delusional ,insane person as a friend or in personal life or live with one- its because i had very bad experiences living where i am for over 20 years

i prefer to talk about music but i have to talk about sick mentally ill people ,and criminals, homophobes, perverts, voyeurs in my neighborhood-they are dangerous , and i have to protect my life-these people are insane

i had spent several years making music , demos to make it in hollywood after coming to LA years before and it is still hard to get a record deal and recognition and this episode is about how hard it is , dealing with rejections, and haters and where i am going

dealing with individuals who keep saying for twenty years that they are peeking into my home- making up stories or hearing these criminals say ,they are going to get money from the sale of my home through real estate fraud ,i got to either sell my home or hope these sick people and evil people get put in jail.