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Episode: Episode 630: Fan Favorite: The Unbelievable Survival Tale of Juliane Koepcke

Author: Morbid Network | Wondery
Duration: 01:37:17

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This episode is a fan favorite that was originally published as Episode 476. We hope that you have a happy and safe holiday! Juliane Koepcke's story will have you questioning any recent complaint you've made. This woman was the sole survivor of a plane crash in 1971. After the plane

went down, she continued to survive in the AMAZON RAINFOREST among hundreds and hundreds of predators. It took 11 days for her to be rescued and when you hear what Julianne faced within those 11 days, you will be a changed human.When I Fell From the Sky by Juliane KoepckeList of books to help with fear of flying OR just education on flying and flying mechanics! Cockpit Confidential by Patrick SmithSoar by Tom BunnThank you to the Incredible Dave White of Bring Me the Axe Podcast for research and Writing support!ReferencesBBC. 2012. Juliane Koepcke: How I survived a plane crash. March 24. Accessed November 30, 2022. https://www.bbc.com/news/magazine-17476615.1998. Wings of Hope. Directed by Werner Herzog. Performed by Juliane Koepcke.Koepcke, Juliane, and Beate Rygiert. 2011. When I Fell From the Sky: the True Story of One Woman's Miraculous Survival.Translated by Ross Benjamin. Green Bay, WI: TitleTown Publishing, LLC.New York Times. 1951. "Colombia Plane Crashes: 27 killed when Lansa Craft Falls." New York Times, March 22: 13.—. 1970. "Peru panel studies crash fatal to 99." New York Times, April 13: 2.—. 1971. "Plane Carrying 93 Missing Over the Mountains of Peru." New York Times, December 25: 20.United Press. 1948. "2 Britons Among 30 Dead In Colombian Air Crash." New York Times, December 16: 16.Wigg, Richard. 1972. "Girl's ordeal starts a jungle search." The Times, January 6: 5.Williams, Sally. 2012. "The woman who fell to earth." Daily Telegraph, March 17.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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See at&t.com slash iPhone for details. Hey weirdos, it's Krimis. It's the holidays. It's whatever you celebrate.

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You festive fiends, I hope you're having an amazing holiday break.

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Hopefully. You sound like the Countess today. Do I? Yeah, I'm sick. You sound like Ronnie and Ben's impersonation of the Countess.

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I'm sick right now, but in the future where you are, I won't be. And I will be enjoying some time with my family. The fam-damily. For the holidays. Yeah. And I'm excited about that and I hope you guys are too. Yeah.

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So we decided to revisit a tale that is horrifying but has an amazing ending. It's incredible, the ending. Julianne Kapka is Literally a miracle. She's astounding. Like, talk about a miracle at Christmas. Julianne. A Christmas miracle. A Christmas miracle.

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Yeah, she's crazy. A harrowing tale. And it's definitely one worth listening to. So we wanted to give you guys this for another little rewind to one of our favorite episodes, our favorite cases to cover.

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just give you a little something for the holidays you know we needed a little bit of time off to spend with the family but you can still enjoy an older episode. Exactly and it's a story of like bravery and hope and perseverance and being a badass.

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Yeah it's a perfect holiday tale. Wait let's cap off the year with that and go into 2025 like with the spirit of Julianne. I can't wait for 2025. Let's take 2025 like Julianne said fuck you jungle. Yeah. I'm getting out of here. Yeah.

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that's what we're gonna do in 2025 everybody so please enjoy julian kapka she's fucking amazing and so are you happy holidays merry holidays love your faces off boop beep hey weirdos i'm elena i'm ash and this is morbid Yeah, it is.

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Today we're doing a survivor tale. Ooh, I feel like we haven't done a survivor tale in a minute. We have not. And this one I have had on my list forever, but was scared to do it because it's a plane crash survivor.

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Have you ever really talked that in depth about your fear of flying?

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I've probably mentioned it. I don't know how, how far I've gone into it. So we're going to be covering, um, the survival tale of Julianne Kopka.

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um this was back in 1971 we're gonna go through what happened her life and her journey after she survived julianne i'm telling you guys after you hear this go read her book like go to learn more about her life. Like she is such an inspiring lady.

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Ooh, so inspiring, like outrageously inspiring. She flies all the time now after this. And when you hear what happened, you're going to be like, excuse me. So this is actually, I didn't know if this was going to help or hurt. Do you think it helped?

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I think it helped. Okay. Because I'm like,

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well fuck me if julianne can get on flights what the hell am i complaining about like what the hell you're like i've never gone down in a fiery crash oh lord why would you say that out loud jesus christ well i didn't mean it like that um

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Never walking on all the wood, but yeah Sorry, so I have a Debilitating fear of flying. Yes, and when I say debilitating, I mean ash witnessed it for the first time last year yeah, and I literally walk into the plane in tears like I

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I've seen Elena cry maybe like a handful of times in my life. I think like when sad things in our family happened or like Bubba. I would say like maybe three to five times.

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Yeah.

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And you walking onto a plane was one of them. And I've also never seen you look scared.

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Yeah.

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Other than when you're getting on a plane.

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It's honestly I can say for sure it's the only time I feel completely out of control of myself and my emotions.

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Well you kind of I mean you are out of control.

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fearful. Like, I have never felt fear like I felt walking onto a plane.

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I think a fear of flying is one of the easiest fears to kind of comprehend, like from an outsider's perspective.

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Yeah.

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Because it makes sense. Because you're just kind of like, how do we fly up there? I don't fucking know. How does it happen?

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I don't like to think about it too much. But honestly, thinking about it actually helps more because it will help you understand that's at least it helped me. Yeah. I don't know if it'll help everybody. I'm not going to sit here and be like,

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It'll help everyone across the board. But I can tell you the people I've talked to that also have dealt with fears of flying said they found comfort in like there's a lot of books.

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And honestly, I'll I'm going to link the books in the show notes to just in case some of you have a fear of flying. It's a common fear, you know, and I'm telling you, I don't know if you have a fear of flying.

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If listening to this episode is going to help or hurt you. So I'm not going to sit here and claim it did. It helped me researching it. but I don't know if it's going to freak someone out that has a fear of flying. So just know that going in.

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But I will link the books because I got a few books that helped like understand the mechanics of flying and understand the physics and understand airflow and understand wind shear and understand what turbulence actually is.

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And it makes you understand the whole thing. So you're kind of up there and you're like, All right. So that's what that bump was. Okay. So that bump isn't a big deal because that's what's happening.

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Or like, you know, the, the, the earth is cooling at an irregular rate and that's why I felt a little bump because it let like push the mare up. Like, and it's actually kind of interesting. Okay. Yeah. I mean, well, and you love science. Yeah.

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So it's very sciencey. It's like a nice way of just like making it tangible. I think like I need something that I can hold on to. I, just statistics don't really help me. I need like tangible things to be like, this makes sense.

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But I will tell you that I, I'm literally like, like I get all the physical symptoms of anxiety on a flight. I I burst into tears in the middle of a flight.

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As soon as a bump hits, I will look over at John and he always says the look in my eyes is like nothing he's ever seen. Like it's always just pure fear.

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Oh yeah, when we flew together, me and you were in the front and you were closer to the back and watching you walk to your seat, I've never in my life seen you look as scared as in that moment.

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It's like walking to an execution to me. It's like what I would think it looked like. Yeah. Like walking down the green mile. I feel like that's how it feels to me. But after like learning about all this, I was like, well, Julian just gets on planes now.

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That's crazy. And she just gets on planes to do like really good shit for like the environment and for like animals and to like further research and shit and to like better herself.

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And I'm like, well, if Julian can do that after what I'm about to tell you, like, I can stop.

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Are you having like a Patrick Swayze Donnie Darko moment with the little kid and he's like, I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid anymore.

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That's literally me right now. Let's hope it carries on until like going to Disney with the kids and stuff and getting on a plane. But, you know, this is this is an amazing tale.

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So first, I'm going to talk about, you know, Julianne, who she is, how she grew up, because it is a huge part of how she survived. Okay, so we're going to talk about Julianne Koepcke. And like I said, I'm terrified of flying.

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So this was definitely immersive therapy for me. And I'm glad I did it finally. But I know that things have changed in airline safety now and that this wasn't even in, you know, the United States.

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So it was like a totally different set of protocols and all that. This was also in the 70s. Anything went. we're going to find out that this airline was not great. This quote unquote airline. I honestly would say quote unquote airline.

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It's not around anymore. It ended right after this actually, so don't worry about that. But This is a terrifying tale that does, it does turn into like a tale of perseverance, of strength, of like inspiration. It's wild. Julianne's a badass.

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She's a real testament to what the human body, the mind, and honestly like the human spirit can withstand and endure.

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Um, so what happened was December 24th, 1971, 17-year-old Julianne Kopka and her mother Maria were set to take a flight to Paculpa from Lima, Peru.

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Paculpa was about 450 miles away from where they were, and the flight would have only been about an hour.

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They had done it before, but the airline they were essentially forced to take this flight on had a long history of tragic and terrifying air disasters.

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And in fact, the plane that they took this flight on was the only plane that the airplane airline had left because they had lost so many planes. Are you fucking kidding? This was it. Yeah. Oh, so backing up, we're going to talk about Julianne first.

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Julianne Kopka was born in October of 1954 in Lima, Peru. Her parents were Maria, who she took this flight with, and her father was Hans Wilhelm. Originally, he was from Germany.

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Hans and Maria had met each other while they were in a biology doctoral program in Kiel. Oh, how fucking rad. They were both brilliant. Clearly. Like brilliant. This is a brilliant family. They had focused and excelled in studying ornithology.

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And this is the study of birds, essentially. Oh, cool. They also were heavily focused purely on zoology. They were just very interested in animals like flora, fauna of the Amazon.

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They were they the research they did is like outrageous and it's still going on today.

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Once they graduated, they were looking to live in an area where they could like really dig their heels in and have a diverse and exciting field to put their degrees to good use in.

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They found that Peru was just that place because there was a lot of unexplored areas of very highly diverse creatures there. So they moved together and they married there as well.

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And this was a massive thing at the time because during this time it was wildly taboo and completely unheard of, really, for a woman to even get a doctorate degree, especially in a scientific field of study.

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But then Maria took it to another level when she moved with Hans to a foreign country before they were even married. Level up, level up, level up. She was taboo, taboo.

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Maria was a super strong really determined and completely capable woman and Julianne is exactly like her in every way truly in fact this is likely what allowed Julianne to survive when the odds were catastrophically stacked against her.

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In fact, just to show you what kind of woman Maria was, she was once on a two-month excursion into the Amazon in 1955 when she was involved in a severe accident. A truck hit a power line, and it ended up hitting Maria. Oh, man.

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She lost her sense of smell and taste from this and suffered serious injuries, but her only concern was how she was missing work and wanted to get back to it. Oh, my God. Yeah. Just like, I want to keep doing my research. Good for her.

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Julianne later said that when she was able to see her mother in her work environment, she was struck by how patient and tenacious at the same time she was. And she said nothing would deter her mother from a goal.

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This served her really well because Maria published several books and pamphlets on zoology and ornithology and was one of the most renowned ornithologists in Peru. How incredible is that?

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And that's incredible anyways, but the fact that women just weren't really allowed to do this back then.

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Exactly. Or weren't credited. She just plowed through any boundaries that were figurative or physical in front of her, was like, no, I'm doing this. She was like, I don't give a fuck. I'm going to do this.

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it yeah she's a badass now her father Hans was just like Maria like they found their match in each other Hans was someone who never backed down and never complained either he just did what he wanted to do did what he had to do never complained whenever I hear about somebody that doesn't complain I'm like I complain so much

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And then I'm like, I should stop doing that.

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Like Hans. Yeah, I know. But he had a lot of adventure and a lot of hard work under his belt. And Julianne was always in awe of him, as well as her mother, she said. She was just always impressed by her parents.

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Those are like the two most incredible role models you could have. And it's like, that's all you want as a parent.

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Yeah.

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Is for your kid to be like, wow, I'm in awe of my parents. Totally. You know? And he actually wrote a book about zoology and aminals. You've been hanging out with the kids too much.

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I did, and I was about to say Amazon and animals at the same time, so I just reversed them. Animals in the Amazon rainforest called the Basis for a Universally Valid Biological Theory. That. Do you know it?

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It's a massive tome of knowledge at over 1,600 pages and covers everything you could ever want to know about animal life in the rainforest. That's wild. Like, wild. Wildly, he had survived his own perils in his lifetime as well.

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He had been offered a job in South America, and this being the 1940s when this happened, he had to make his own way there. So he hitchhiked and hiked on his own through the Alps to get there. The fuck?

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Then, when he was later in Italy for his studies, he was kidnapped and held in a prison camp in Naples. And he escaped. And my ass this morning is like, I know I didn't get out of bed.

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I was like, I heard like they didn't do my coffee right at Starbucks. My whole day is ruined. God damn. This honestly, this was a good it's a wake up call to begin the new year with. Yeah, because it gave me this like, oh, shut the fuck up energy.

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Yeah, just do your job. So what she wrote in her book, which is I fell from the sky. Oh, yeah. It's I'll again, I'll link it in the show notes when I fell from the sky. It's an amazing book. I'm proud of you for even saying those words.

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Yeah, it's an amazing book. I really imagine. But my God, is it terrifying? She said, I often think of my father's long, arduous odyssey when I find myself in danger of becoming a little dispirited. Yeah.

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And she said his story is an illustration for me that it pays not to let things get you down.

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Girl, I'm saying! Isn't this a good, like, happy new year?

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Let's listen to Julianne. Julianne is writing my anthem. She is. She's writing everything. So they had both built really impressive lives and careers around themselves through hard work and just discipline and perseverance and passion.

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They were thriving as a family. After their wedding in Lima, Peru, Maria found out that she was pregnant with her remarkable daughter, Julianne.

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I love this story so far, but I'm getting sad because I know, I know.

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They did have a wonderful life together. I will say that. Good. After Julianne was born in 1951, Hans's brother, Joachim, moved to Lima as well. And this was Hans's brother. Yep. Unfortunately, Joachim, he died shortly after moving due to spasms, I guess.

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But it was tragic. And still the cause of death is completely unknown. And after his death, Hans's mother and his sister traveled to Peru to be with the little family and to kind of just like welcome Julianne into the world. Yeah.

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And kind of like hold each other.

00:18:34 Speaker_02
Yeah. Do you think spasms was like seizures?

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I think it probably was. Just didn't realize. Yeah. I imagine that it was probably like, you know, epilepsy. Now Julianne's childhood seemed like it was pretty wonderful.

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She remembers being surrounded by animals and family, which sounds pretty great for a kid. Oh my God. It's like the fucking wild Thornberry. It really is. I just hit. There you go.

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She also learned compassion and hard work very early on from her very impressive and very hardworking parents. She would help her mother a lot nursing sick birds and taking care of young chicks that lived in their home. Oh my gosh.

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because Maria would take in any sick bird and she would nurse them back to health always. Can you imagine how rewarding that would be?

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And seeing your mother like that is teaching true empathy and compassion for something that you that like most people don't show compassion for. It's so true. And something that can't give anything back to you.

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It's just something that you are purely giving to. Exactly. And not getting anything back but you just a sense of I helped that.

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That's the main thing there is like it can't do anything. I mean

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you know, it can be beautiful, but it's not going to sit there and like, you know, pay the bill at the end.

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But in fact, through all of the hundreds and hundreds of birds that Maria and her daughter brought into their home sick or injured, not one of them died under Maria's care. Wow. All of them were saved.

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The importance of compassion and kindness were certainly a big deal in their home, but they also needed to make sure that Julianne knew the perils of living in the Amazon rainforest.

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They taught her a deep appreciation for the wonders, but also the vast dangers that lurked within it. Totally. She was quickly shown how to survive and navigate the world around her without modern technology.

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They wanted her to always be prepared to make something out of absolutely nothing. And it's so fortunate that they did that. I was going to say it sounds like it would have been a major key. Oh. The most.

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So they took her as young as five years old on to hikes with them through the Amazon where they would camp out in very simple tents or sleeping open in sleeping bags. Wow. And taught her how to survive there. Goodness.

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And what to avoid, what would help her, what kind of things she could eat, what she shouldn't even touch. how animals act around humans when they're going to attack, how animals act when they are just curious, you know, all of that.

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But because of her parents' hard work and willingness to make themselves uncomfortable for their careers and betterment of their family's lives, they were doing pretty well financially. They had a maid, Alida, who Juliane became very close to.

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In fact, she is still close to her today. I love that! They still have a relationship. She had very fond memories of this time in her life, and she said the people that she was surrounded by liked the best kind of people. It sounds like it.

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When she was of age, Julianne attended the Alexander von Humboldt School. It's a German Peruvian private school in Lima. This school is pretty prestigious and was mainly catered towards international students from like pretty wealthy families.

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She had friends and again holds very good memories of this time in her life. She said every she was a very normal kid, very happy, very healthy. Yeah.

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It had always been Hans and Maria's dream to take their research and conservation passions and skills to another level. And they wanted to open a conservation and research center in the Peruvian jungle. How fucking awesome. And they did. I knew it.

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Of course they did. You didn't even have to say that. They did. They were finally able to achieve this in 1968 when they opened their facility called Panguana in 1968.

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There they planned to live deep in the Peruvian jungle, they thought for about five years, studying the native flora and fauna. The thing was, Panguano was far away, like really far into the jungle.

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It took days and days and days to travel through rivers, trails, jungles. It was super dangerous. It was long. It was arduous.

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During their trek, they would sleep wrapped in wool blankets on riverbanks and had to truly use all of their skills to survive together. But Julianne later said that at the time of this journey, she was 14 years old. Wow.

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And she said at the time she wasn't psyched at the idea of living in the jungle for years. She's like, I loved the whole thing, but like, I don't want to actually live in the jungle for years.

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She said, quote, I was less than thrilled by the idea of living in the jungle. I imagined sitting all day in the gloom under tall trees whose dense canopy of leaves wouldn't let a single ray of sunlight in.

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But luckily, because of her closeness with her parents and her adventurous and very adaptive spirit, she was able to really find that she loved living in the jungle with her parents. She leaned in. It wasn't easy, though.

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They had a house that was on stilts and had no, like, it had, like, half walls. and just like a canopy over it. Wow. It had to be really high, like very high to stay away from predators and flooding.

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And she would have to stay away from poisonous creatures like spiders and snakes and all that while doing just about everything. Yeah. Anything. Like sleeping. Yeah.

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And all manner of animals were all up in her business at any given time, like bats and like in the house, like, you know, fruit bats and

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They would there would be all kinds of like things just crawling in there and they'd have to make sure that they were out and not poisonous.

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There was no electricity, no running water because they didn't want any modern devices making noise to scare animals away. Like they didn't want a generator because that would keep all animals away. Right. So they just they were researching.

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So her whole life had led up to this. She had been taught to survive, thrive, and to live with animals in the wild her whole life.

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And now she was legitimately putting those skills to the test, and she was gaining a lot of new ones every day that she lived there.

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She became even closer to her parents during this time, and they really soaked in what they had to teach her while she was there.

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Now, after a year and a half in 1970, unfortunately, this way of life had had to come to an end because the powers that be started to become concerned that Julianne, although she was doing homeschooling, was not receiving a proper education in the jungle.

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And they said if she didn't return to Lima to take on a regular school curriculum, they weren't going to let her graduate. They all understand. I was going to say you have to. No one fought this. Everyone was like, we get it. Yeah.

00:24:52 Speaker_02
Well, and they are two people that are like highly educated.

00:24:55 Speaker_01
Yeah. And they were like, you know what? She has great experience. Plenty. And we are glad we gave that to her. And now she's got to do this. But now she can finish. She can always come back. Exactly.

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Now, luckily, because she was surrounded her whole life by her family and people who loved her. She was able to stay with family friends in Lima and continue her schooling at the same school while her parents stayed at Panguana. Okay.

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Now, Julianne was always one to adapt in the jungle and in social situations. She was a survivor through and through. So she fell right back into the traditional school environment. Like nothing happened.

00:27:36 Speaker_02
Can you imagine one day and you're in the jungle and the next year in a desk? Yeah.

00:27:39 Speaker_01
I've just been living in the jungle for a year and a half. And here I am. I'm at a desk and like nothing's changed.

00:27:44 Speaker_02
Like we got new kids all the time, but like none like that. Imagine that fucking new kid showing up. Not that she was new, she was in the same school.

00:27:51 Speaker_01
But then Julianne, it's like whatever, like nothing's changed. Oh cool. She fell right back into the traditional school environment, right back in with her group of friends.

00:27:59 Speaker_01
Like she referred to this as quote, a wonderful, lighthearted time and one that helped her grow in a different way than her adventurous time in the jungle did. Yeah.

00:28:07 Speaker_01
So the following year, in December of 1971, Julianne had blasted through her curriculum and had earned the credits and all the grades to graduate. And she would graduate on December 23rd, 1971.

00:28:19 Speaker_01
She was also looking forward to the Fiesta de Promotion, I believe it is, which is a party thrown by the school to celebrate graduation as well. That's awesome.

00:28:30 Speaker_01
Her mother, Maria, traveled to Lima that November to spend time with Julianne, and they had planned to fly back to Peculpa after graduation. They would spend the holidays together, and then Maria would travel back to Panguana.

00:28:44 Speaker_01
Maria had actually intended to leave a few days earlier, but Julianne had wanted her, understandably, to stay for graduation, so she stayed. She didn't leave earlier.

00:28:54 Speaker_01
So Maria initially tried to book them a flight on Fawcett Airlines, but unfortunately, with the holidays, there was no tickets.

00:29:02 Speaker_01
So the literal only option they had was Lanza Airlines because they were the only other airline that actually flew to Pocopa. This airline was bad.

00:29:14 Speaker_01
It had a very bad history of crashes and mishaps, and Hans, her father, was horrified that they were going to be flying on it.

00:29:24 Speaker_02
Well, you said they only had one plane left, because all the others had been demolished. Oh, yeah, this is the last plane.

00:29:29 Speaker_01
Like, that alone, I'd be like, nope. Hans actually insisted they cancel and book with another airline, even if it meant staying another day. He was like, I don't want you coming on that. But Maria wanted to get back home really bad.

00:29:43 Speaker_01
and she didn't want to wait. So Lanza had 20 years of terrible history behind it in 1971. Just to name a few, a 1948 Lanza flight from Columbia crashed five minutes after takeoff and killed everyone on board.

00:29:59 Speaker_02
Oh my god.

00:29:59 Speaker_01
Most of these crashes, by the way, if not all of them, are due to pilot error and lax maintenance on the plane. So they just weren't. They just didn't care. They were hiring anybody and not taking care of their planes.

00:30:10 Speaker_01
Less than two years after that, a Lanza flight crashed into the side of a volcano in southern Colombia. Oh my god. And one year after that, another crash occurred where 27 passengers and crew were all killed.

00:30:22 Speaker_01
In 1966, a Lanza Flight 101 carrying 49 people went missing in the Andes and it was found that due to pilot error, it had crashed into a mountainside.

00:30:34 Speaker_01
In 1970, a Lanza Flight 502 from Cusco to Lima carrying 99 passengers, 50 high school students as well, dropped from the sky when an engine stopped working because it caught on fucking fire.

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on lacks engine maintenance and pilot error were were this issue double time so it was checkered god it was checkered like you're how are you flying into the side of a volcano in a mountain you're not supposed to be that low no you're supposed to be

00:31:04 Speaker_01
It's pilot error. These are all, nothing is being maintained, was being maintained on this airline. Were they pilots even? That's what I'm saying. So this was definitely checkered. It was bad. It was tragic. Nightmare airline.

00:31:16 Speaker_01
In fact, people would say about Lanza, Lanza lands on its belly. But sometimes these things seem less dire when you really want to get home. And sometimes you don't take it all into consideration. It's like one of those things.

00:31:33 Speaker_02
Or when you're 19 and you book a little bit of a wild flight to Texas and you're just like, oh, the $120 flight, I'll take it. Yeah, you did that. So that's why I'm still.

00:31:41 Speaker_01
astounded by that. I did there and back. I'm astounded by that. That was a cheap-ass flight. So Maria told, actually said to Hans, not every plane's going to crash. and booked the tickets for December 24th.

00:31:57 Speaker_01
So Christmas Eve, Julianne and her mother arrived to chaos at the airport. Because of the booked airlines, everyone was vying for the remaining Lanza's flight. And since Lanza had crashed so many planes, like I said, they only had the one.

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There was one plane left in this entire airline. But this one plane, Julianne said she looked out and she was like, I don't know, it looked brand new to me. She's like, it looked fine. Like it didn't look like it was beat up.

00:32:24 Speaker_01
It's not like I looked over there and there's like a propeller hanging from it.

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Like it's just like, it wasn't all crusty and dusty.

00:32:29 Speaker_01
It looked like a plane. So she said she believed it looked completely fine. Completely frightful. Like to this day, she's like, it's not, if I had looked out there and it looked janky, I probably would have questioned a little bit.

00:32:39 Speaker_01
But she was like, you look at a plane that looks brand new. You don't know. No. What the hell are you supposed to know? Yeah, exactly.

00:32:44 Speaker_01
Now, Lanza Flight 508, model L1888A, was actually a plane that was designed specifically for flying in desert conditions. So not the rainforest. No, this would be a flight through the Andes.

00:33:01 Speaker_01
It was not made for this at all, and actually could not withstand heavy turbulence, which you would undoubtedly face over mountains and rainforests.

00:33:11 Speaker_01
As if this isn't bad enough, like, and this is wild, as if it wasn't bad enough, this plane was also made with spare parts of other airplanes. I don't know why I can't talk. Sorry. Spare parts. Spare parts. From like, whatever plane.

00:33:28 Speaker_01
Girlie, this was a junkyard plane. This was just put to, it was a Frankenstein plane.

00:33:33 Speaker_02
This was Herbie fully loaded, but worse. This was Herbie not loaded.

00:33:37 Speaker_01
This was, yeah, this was bad. This is just Herb. But at the time, no one knew this. So it's like no one was told, hey, by the way, this plane is made from pieces of other planes. I think they would all question that a little bit.

00:33:50 Speaker_01
Oh my God, I like can't breathe. Now, Maria and Julian sat in the second-to-last row, 19. The flight, like I said, was supposed to be an hour, and there were 92 passengers on board.

00:34:02 Speaker_01
About halfway into the flight, 30 minutes or so, they brought lunch, and as they collected it a bit later, they entered directly into a stormy patch of clouds, a thunderstorm. Julian, now,

00:34:14 Speaker_01
I know now, after doing a lot of research, that, like, pilots don't want to fly through storms, and they don't. They will divert the airplane around the storm, even if it means adding some extra time to your flight. Of course. I would much rather that.

00:34:29 Speaker_01
And we would all much rather that. Julianne says she felt a jolt and some severe turbulence. Luggage and things began falling from the overhead bins. panic started ensuing pretty immediately.

00:34:41 Speaker_01
She said, and this is going to get very, this, I can feel my entire body like lighting up right now. So if you have a fear of flying, even if you don't, I am going to talk about a pretty scary experience on a plane. Yeah.

00:34:53 Speaker_01
If you would like to skip ahead a little bit, I understand if you don't want to hear this part, it's going to be pretty quick. I don't have a fear of flying and I'm like, not even kidding you. I'm in my like fighter. Yeah. She's like holding her hands.

00:35:04 Speaker_01
So this is like a little scary. I just want to tell everybody.

00:35:07 Speaker_01
um because this is like oh like my whole body but this immersive therapy we're gonna be okay of you for doing this oh all right so she said because i'm like julian lived this so i can talk about it yeah you know i mean like like if she can live through this and get on another plane i can fucking talk about it and her story deserves recognition because she's a fucking badass and

00:35:27 Speaker_02
I'm assuming Maria passes away in this or her story deserves exactly.

00:35:31 Speaker_01
So she said her mother was clearly anxious as this began happening. And then she remembers a flash of white light as lightning struck the white right wing of the plane. Oh, my God. Now, I would like to say right now, lightning hits planes.

00:35:45 Speaker_01
Yeah, that happens to Miley Cyrus recently. There are things put in planes now, and have been for a while, that divert the energy from that lightning out of the plane. So it does not touch the electrical system.

00:35:59 Speaker_01
It's not going to explode the electrical system. In fact, if it does anything to a plane, which it rarely does anything, you never have any evidence of a lightning strike, it can literally make a pole that's like a dime size, and it will do nothing.

00:36:15 Speaker_01
Just to put that out there because I looked it up. Yeah, I'm glad you did. But it's something that is in the plane that literally like throws the energy out of the plane. It diverts it across the wings and out of the wings.

00:36:28 Speaker_01
But you can actually see the pieces on the wings that do this. Oh, you can. Which is interesting that will throw that energy out off the wings. So it's, it's very interesting and that's why I'm going to link these books. Okay.

00:36:39 Speaker_01
I think even if you don't have a fear of flying, it just might be very interesting to see how this all works. I'm interested. But back then. No. No. And not on the spare part plane. No. Yeah, that was not happening.

00:36:51 Speaker_01
So what happened was when the lightning struck the right wing of the plane, this lightning hit the plane like it was something that had absolutely zero things in place to divert that energy. So that just was like lightning hitting an object.

00:37:05 Speaker_01
So she said, quote, With a jolt, the tip of the airplane falls steeply downward. I can see the whole aisle to the cockpit, which is below me.

00:37:16 Speaker_01
People are screaming in panic, shrill cries for help, the roar of the plummeting turbines, which I will hear again and again in my dreams, engulfs me. This part gets me every time.

00:37:31 Speaker_01
The last thing she heard, which she said was clear as glass over everything, was her mother saying quietly and calmly, now it's all over. Oh my god, how chilling. And immediately afterwards, the plane went into a sharp nosedive.

00:37:47 Speaker_01
Right after she said that. And she said, she said, the turbines, I couldn't hear them. I couldn't hear anyone else screaming. I just heard my mother say, now it's all over.

00:37:57 Speaker_02
Oh my god.

00:37:58 Speaker_01
I am literally, my entire body is lit up. I am covered in chills.

00:38:03 Speaker_02
Oh my god, and to hear your mom say that.

00:38:06 Speaker_01
Now it's all over.

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And your badass mom, who you have seen face everything in this world and do everything she could.

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Not even to cry it, not even to yell it, just quietly and calmly say, now it's all over.

00:38:18 Speaker_02
A lot of people say that like the moment before you realize you're about to die, it's weirdly calm. A lot of people say that.

00:38:27 Speaker_01
And then this is even scarier. When Julianne opened her eyes again, because she said she could hear

00:38:35 Speaker_01
those turbines that roar because we've all heard that in like TV or movies when you hear that like a plane something happened or even when you're starting to land you hear that like yeah like it's that bit but those are so much louder and she said it kind of like blacked her out yeah and the nosedive obviously so when julianne opened her eyes again she was outside of the plane and no she was not on the ground she was 10 000 feet in the fucking air

00:39:04 Speaker_01
and still strapped to her seat with the row of seats still attached to her seat. Just free-falling? Falling outside of the plane. Her row- Two miles up.

00:39:16 Speaker_02
What? Yep. Her row of seats just free-falling from the sky.

00:39:21 Speaker_01
With her still strapped to her seat.

00:39:24 Speaker_02
What?

00:39:25 Speaker_01
It was Werner Herzog who later said about this, and we'll talk about Herzog after this too. He said it pretty perfectly. He said, she did not leave the airplane. The airplane left her. Yeah. And as chilling as that statement is, it's also very correct.

00:39:41 Speaker_01
The plane had been essentially blown apart by the lightning. And her row of seats with her still strapped to it was spiraling to the earth. and Julianne was just going in and out of consciousness. So was her mother like thrown from?

00:39:54 Speaker_01
Yeah, her mother was not in the seat next to her.

00:39:57 Speaker_02
Oh my God.

00:39:58 Speaker_01
And if you think about those little, um, like peapod things that are like our little helicopters, you make the little helicopters out of, they're like that little boomerang shape. Yup.

00:40:08 Speaker_01
How, if you do that, like you flip it and it kind of spirals down to the ground. If you can think of that. That's what her seat was doing. That's essentially what her seat was doing.

00:40:17 Speaker_02
Oh my God.

00:40:18 Speaker_01
Now, interesting, like a quick little interesting note about Werner Herzog, because I just mentioned him. He was supposed to be on Lanza flight 508. Oh, shit. That day in 1971.

00:40:30 Speaker_01
He and his entire film crew had been scouting locations for his film, The Wrath of God, and they were intended to be on that flight to head out to a scout a location.

00:40:40 Speaker_01
But because of all the chaos at the airport and this being the only flight, he was not able to get a seat and he made arrangements for another

00:40:47 Speaker_01
Imagine all the people that weren't able to get a seat finding out about this plane crash and later he took this Brush with fate and he he went back to this and he did something with Julianne So we'll get to that after but she survived to remember she survived falling more than 10,000 feet in

00:41:06 Speaker_01
to the ground, outside of the plane, strapped to a row of seats. How? Now Julianne, being brilliant, attributes her survival partially to this row of seats she was still trapped to.

00:41:19 Speaker_01
Like I said, it began spiraling as she fell and this caused wind resistance and it caused it to slow as she was falling. Right. Then, she also crashed into the canopy of the jungle below.

00:41:32 Speaker_01
There were trees, leaves, vines, other vegetation that she had already slowed, thanks to that spiraling, which was also bringing her in and out of consciousness. So she was also not tensed up, because she was not even there.

00:41:46 Speaker_01
So it's spiraling, creating the wind resistance, she's limp, and then she hits the canopy, which slows her down more. She hit the ground below, and immediately the world went black.

00:41:58 Speaker_01
After an unknown period of time, Julianne began to have strange, connected dreams, she said. She said first she was running through a tight, dark space, and she was trying not to touch any of the walls.

00:42:09 Speaker_01
and she said it was loud with a roaring, humming sound. Like an engine. Like a turbine surrounding her. And before she knew it, she was shot into another dream where she was obsessively wanting to wash herself because she was sticky and covered in mud.

00:42:23 Speaker_02
Huh.

00:42:24 Speaker_01
She said in this dream she kept thinking one thing, all you have to do is get up.

00:42:29 Speaker_02
Okay.

00:42:29 Speaker_01
And then she woke up. She was no longer attached to the row of seats, she had become unbuckled at some point. but she was now huddled beneath them instead. And it had rained, she was soaking wet and covered in mud, dirt, and blood.

00:42:44 Speaker_01
She was hurt, but her injuries will shock you when you consider that she fell 10,000 feet from a plane that essentially blew up. She had a severe concussion that had caused a cut over her left eye and it caused it to swell shut, like huge.

00:43:03 Speaker_01
She had a broken clavicle, which that's a... Oh, that hurts. I'm not saying any of these injuries are good or easy. No, but when you, like, you would expect her to be... Falling 10,000 feet, I thought she'd be in pieces, to be quite honest.

00:43:14 Speaker_02
Yeah, all of her bones broken.

00:43:16 Speaker_01
No, a very deep laceration on her arm and a pretty big open gash on her leg. Oh. Later, she found out she had ruptured a ligament in her knee, but she didn't even know about it, and she said, weirdly, she didn't feel pain at the time. That's wild.

00:43:29 Speaker_02
Her body must have just been... She was in shock.

00:43:31 Speaker_01
coursing with adrenaline julianne said her first thoughts that were clear were ones of helplessness and quote a boundless feeling of abandonment i mean yeah you're all alone she saw no one around her either she didn't see bodies she saw nothing she was like i'm alone i'm completely alone like like you said including her mother and she also had lost her glasses which she needed to see oh no she managed to crawl from beneath the row of seats and stand up

00:44:01 Speaker_01
Everyone take that in for a minute. She fell 10,000 feet, strapped to a row of seats outside a fucking plane that blew up, and then she just stood up. Like, what? Stood up. And she had blown apart a ligament in her knee and stood up.

00:44:16 Speaker_01
Now, unfortunately, she immediately blacked out upon standing, but Jesus. So flight 508 was scheduled to land at 4.30 p.m. that day. And when it didn't show up with no communication, everyone started to panic because this is Lanza Airlines.

00:44:32 Speaker_01
Family and loved ones were trying to get information from Lanza officials, but they were giving out contradictory and half statements. They had no idea what had happened. They had, they were just out like completely in the dark.

00:44:43 Speaker_01
A search operation was started and is still the largest in the history of Peru. Wow. But it was still pretty small because it was the holidays and most of the officials were gone for the holidays.

00:44:54 Speaker_01
Also, there was no communication from the plane and the thick canopy of the jungle hid the crash site. Oh. So helicopters were sent over the site several times, and rescue planes, but they couldn't see the crash through the trees.

00:45:08 Speaker_01
Julianne, however, could hear and see them, but was helpless to tell them she was down there. Throughout her entire journey, Rescue planes flew above her.

00:45:19 Speaker_01
And she would just look up and be like, and she'd try to yell for them, try to show them, but they never saw her. Because she was not rescued by a rescue plane. Wow. So day two, so she was out for the entire day. She blacked out, gone.

00:45:32 Speaker_01
Didn't wake up until the next day, which was Christmas morning. Yeah, exactly. And she was unable to stand without passing out, but she fought and fought, tried to do it slowly and slowly, but she kept passing out, coming back.

00:45:44 Speaker_01
That concussion must have been gnarly. And think about how sick and awful you feel when you pass out. Yeah. If you've ever passed out. She was just doing it over and over again, just trying to stand up. That's so much on your body.

00:45:56 Speaker_01
And she finally got herself onto her knees, and she stayed conscious. And after a lot of time and a lot of struggle, she was finally able to stand. And when she did, this is when she realized that her clavicle was broken.

00:46:07 Speaker_03
Oof.

00:46:09 Speaker_01
She said horrifyingly, quote, the two ends had pushed on top of each other.

00:46:16 Speaker_01
But they had not broken the skin and she couldn't feel the pain from it So she could feel the two ends that had broken pushed on top of each other like the middle part like that Overlap feel it which I'm sure was an outrageous even if it wasn't pain that she could feel it was outrageous uncomfortable She dealt with this for 11 days.

00:46:37 Speaker_01
Oh my 11 days. And she has like multiple open wounds. Oh, yeah. She was shocked that she was not feeling a lot of pain.

00:46:46 Speaker_01
And once she had stood and assessed her surrounding, she was again confronted with the reality that her mother, who had been sitting in the seat next to her, was nowhere to be found. Right. No one was. She wasn't seeing anyone.

00:46:58 Speaker_01
She was completely alone, not even bodies. And she said it was the loneliness of this that was the worst part. Of course. She said it made it her mission to find her mother. She was like, even if my mom is dead, I need to find my mom.

00:47:10 Speaker_01
Now, this is when those instincts and those years of her parents teaching her survival and strength kicked right in.

00:47:16 Speaker_02
It's almost like her whole life led to this.

00:47:19 Speaker_01
Yeah. She was in the jungle. She knew the jungle. She knew how to survive this. And although she had never done it under these kind of circumstances, she was ready to be that bad bitch that she is.

00:47:30 Speaker_01
And in her book, Julianne says that she immediately told herself one thing. She said, quote, with calm and methodical thinking, you could master almost any situation in which you end up in in nature. I think that's such a good motto to live by.

00:47:45 Speaker_01
Calm and methodical thinking is like my lifeline always. It's so true. And I think it really is if you can calm yourself, which is no easy task, and you can get into that methodical thinking space, you really can get through most things.

00:47:58 Speaker_01
That's exactly how you get out of an anxiety attack. It's true. But it's easier said than done. Of course. You can do it. Yeah. If you really, really find the tools to do it. Now, Julianne said, first things first.

00:48:08 Speaker_01
Of course, I want to find my mother, but I need to put my oxygen mask on first before anybody else's. So she knew the first thing she had to do was find a source of fresh water. A human can only last three days without water.

00:48:22 Speaker_01
She started licking the leaves she found because it had rained. So she was licking water off of all the leaves and like drinking it off the leaves.

00:48:29 Speaker_02
Smart.

00:48:30 Speaker_01
And she hadn't found a bigger source of water. So this was just going to have to hold her over. Now, not only could she not see any bodies or people at all around her, but she said there was barely any plane wreckage around her either. Weird.

00:48:43 Speaker_01
But luckily she did find a bag of candy and a Christmas Stalin, which is like a fruitcake. Oh, that's great. That somebody had had in there.

00:48:50 Speaker_01
Unfortunately, the Christmas fruitcake had sat in the mud and rain for two days and it was soaked and like muddy and disgusting. Julianne left it. She took the bag of candy and left that.

00:49:02 Speaker_01
She says now she definitely should have taken it Okay, but at the time she was like fuck that that's gross.

00:49:07 Speaker_02
Well, and she probably also was thinking like maybe like But she says now she's like I probably should have taken Just like cut the top off.

00:49:16 Speaker_01
Yeah, I mean, I think we can all forgive her this little Mistake I suppose considering she fell out of a fucking the sky.

00:49:22 Speaker_01
Yeah, I would say she spent hours around the craft site searching for supplies anything that could help her with survival She found no bodies no survivors and no real supplies. She could use either Wow. Oh

00:49:34 Speaker_01
It was these hours that she first heard the rescue plane above her. She had nothing to signal with and told herself she had to make her way to people because she was like, they're not going to find me. I have to find them.

00:49:47 Speaker_01
So as she realizes this, she hears the sound of dripping and running water. Okay, we love it. And so she follows it.

00:49:54 Speaker_01
she found a river, and she followed it downstream for hours and literally climbed over trees and huge boulders, bushwhacked her way along the river until night came. Remember what just happened to her.

00:50:07 Speaker_02
She's incredibly concussed. She fell 10,000 feet from the sky. Her clavicles are overlapping. She has multiple lacerations, and one of her eyes is swollen shut. And she also can't see without her glasses. Yeah. Just that.

00:50:22 Speaker_01
Yeah. I did a Peloton ride last night, and I was exhausted. I was exhausted, I was nauseous because I was hot, and I was like, oh my god. Meanwhile, you're just like in your attic. Yeah, and I'm like, what the fuck is wrong with you?

00:50:38 Speaker_01
Like, this is put so much in perspective for me. I'm like, fuck. Literally. Goddamn.

00:50:42 Speaker_02
My ass got a facial last night.

00:50:43 Speaker_01
I was like, well, I can't work out tomorrow. Can't do that, damn. Yeah, like, Julianne, thank you. Thank you for being who you are.

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So, night came, she was clearly exhausted, and she found a place next to the stream where she just fell asleep.

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At this time, news of the crash had reached Hans Kopka, who had convinced- who was- at this time, he thought his wife and his daughter had heeded his warning about flying Lanza. and weren't on the plane.

00:53:39 Speaker_01
So his hopes were crushed the following day when he caught a news report that had listed all the passengers and Maria and Julianne Koepka were on there. I can't imagine.

00:53:50 Speaker_02
And knowing that he didn't even want them on that flight? Oh, and just... And to have some sense of calm, like, no, they weren't on that flight.

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They weren't on that flight. I told them not to get on it. And then, like, Julianne, knowing that her father didn't want them on that flight,

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not knowing what happened to her mother, knowing that her mother just wanted to get home for Christmas, like just wanted to get to him quicker. Him knowing that she just wanted it, like it's a whole... It's horrible.

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So day three, on the third day, December 26, she woke up and continued following the stream. It was winding and not straight, which made it more difficult and long to follow.

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And the obstacles were still there, but she took them all like the badass she is. She recalled seeing a Goliath bird eater spider on her way. I looked it up, so you don't have to. It's a giant tarantula that eats birds. I don't have words.

00:54:43 Speaker_01
And she said that alone would have killed her. Like, if that thing had come close to her, that would have been it for her. And honestly, me just looking at it would have killed me. What did you say it was? A giant, a Goliath bird-eating spider. Goliath?

00:54:56 Speaker_01
Spider should not be in the scene. It would have been cardiac arrest for me. It's it's it's giving sinister, babe I don't know if you guys follow. Bye guys. You need to follow I don't know the tick-tock name now shit. Oh, hang on.

00:55:10 Speaker_01
I'll pause There's a there's a tick-tock that you guys absolutely need to follow.

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Yeah Okay, you tell them the tick-tock name and then I've got a hot a hot goss to throw on you So there's a tick-tock account

00:55:22 Speaker_01
that's given Sinister by? I don't even know how to describe it but it makes me laugh and gives me joy. Just go follow the account. Every single time that I watch any video and it is at SinisterPondBabe. Okay.

00:55:36 Speaker_01
I'm gonna link it in the show notes because I hope she gets a billion followers because I think she just reached like 100k followers and I'm like let's get her. Get her to a million. Let's bring bring her to the billions.

00:55:49 Speaker_01
It's the way she tells stories and she has the best accent and she says babe after everything and she'll say it's giving sinister babe. I've been saying it in my real life all the time. It's giving sinister, it's dark sided. She is so fucking funny.

00:56:07 Speaker_01
Please follow her. Please follow her, Bibe. I want Bibe's page to just blow the fuck up.

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To pop off.

00:56:14 Speaker_01
I want to make it pop off because she's so fucking funny. And this is truly the Goliath bird-eating spider is sinister, Bibe.

00:56:22 Speaker_02
So sinister, babe. That it's inch long fangs, babe. Act like hypodermic needles, babe. Yeah. Yeah. Inch long fangs. Yeah. It is giving dark sadism. And she had to see this sinister spot. Oh my God. She had to see this thing along the way and just avoid it. No.

00:56:43 Speaker_01
Just hope to avoid it. Oh, I feel like they're crawling all over me, babe. But besides that sinister moment, babe, she also had to climb over boulders, fallen trees. She had to dodge other animals, other insects.

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She faced it all with a concussion, a swollen eye and a broken clavicle. I'm not well bitch. Throughout the entire journey she heard the continuous sound of planes above her searching for missing flight 508.

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To be that close to rescue and to full well know like I'm so close but it's not gonna happen.

00:57:18 Speaker_01
It's right there. Like I have no way to let them know. Right there and you just keep hearing it and you're like yep and then you're probably like they're gonna give up. It's awful. When are they gonna give up?

00:57:27 Speaker_01
right when am i gonna stop hearing how hopeless and when i stop hearing that that's the true like no one's coming like now the amazon had jaguars cougars and at least 17 different species of supremely venomous snakes yeah

00:57:43 Speaker_01
Finally, after hours and hours and hours and hours, the stream opened up into a big river and into it, Julianne waited because she thought, OK, I'm going to just float down this river. I'm going to let the current take me.

00:57:57 Speaker_01
I'm going to hope to make it somewhere. There's water snakes, aren't there? Remember, the Amazon is a constant barrage of threats to humans. In the water, there were several different types of caimans. What is that?

00:58:08 Speaker_01
Which are like tiny looking little alligator things. They're very dangerous. I say tiny, but they get big. On the sea. They're scary. There's anacondas. My anaconda don't. No. And stingrays, piranhas, bull sharks sometimes. Yeah.

00:58:25 Speaker_02
But remember- Bull sharks are among the most dangerous.

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Oh, yeah. And there's some in this fucking river.

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yeah piranhas just make me think of Wednesday yeah there you go so but remember Julian is a bad bitch always remember that never forget it and she has also been prepared for this shit her whole life she would lead yeah right I'm sorry to interrupt but you said tiny I know I don't know because sometimes I'm thinking of baby ones are tiny and cute but like big ones are scary they are thiccums McGee they're huge and they're they will

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eat you in one little bite. They're like alligators or crocodiles, you know what I mean? It's an alligatoroid. Alligatoroid, there you go. That's terrifying, but what she would do is she would lead with one foot and she said she found her sandal

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like one sandal. Oh. And so she would lead with the sandaled foot. Okay. And feel things out in the water. Smart. And then she used a large walking stick to touch in front of her before moving forward. So she didn't step on anything. Exactly.

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The entire time she was walking, she was just slowly eating the candies out of the bag just to keep her going.

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Just to picture her like, I'm just picturing her with like a big old bag of Skittles.

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Yeah, just sitting there eating them, just floating down the Amazon River. Poking out for piranhas, bull sharks. After falling 10,000 feet out of the sky.

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Now hours of walking through the water was when she finally saw a piece of the plane wreckage It was in the middle of the river.

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She saw a large turbine that No, it's that fear of big things that are not supposed to be I'm doing I'm doing the nah that the nah motion right now like mmm Like not for me like cut it out. Yeah Uncle Joey cut it out.

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I don't want... Seeing a large turbine in the middle of a river. That's not it. That's giving sinister vibes. That's giving dark-sided. That is the most dark-sided. Because I'm telling you, go follow that account. I'm telling you, it'll just give you joy.

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When you need a little pick-me-up, you need to laugh at something silly, this is the account for you. I don't know why.

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uh what it is you're great things just speak to your soul if you're listening the person who owns that account you're fucking great you're giving me you are sinister vibe you're giving me a lot of joy so she said marie kondo's what julianne said was she just stared at this turbine she said she stared at it and she was just amazed yeah at what she was looking at but mostly she said which i'm like this is just this is julianne

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She was like, but then I got happy because it meant that I was likely going in the right direction to find more pieces of the plane and possibly more people. Yeah. She said she was convinced that she was not the only survivor.

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She kept saying to herself, she's like, there is no way that only I survived this plane crash. I could understand that. There has to be more survivors. Yeah.

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And she said years later, she would return to this memory of seeing this turbine in the middle of the river. Yeah. And she said she would return to it over and over and over again, think about it all the time.

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And she said it would just amaze her how like she had this weird detachment from discovering proof that a plane had exploded around her.

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Yeah.

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Like she was like, I was looking at a piece of the plane that I had just been sitting on two days earlier. And I'm sitting there going, wow, that's interesting. That means there's people over there, I bet. And instead of just being like, what the fuck?

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Like crazy. And she's like, I just kept returning to it being like, I don't know what was going on there. I feel, I just feel like her mom was with her too. Oh, 100%. Guiding her and giving her strength. I think so too.

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Now, this was when ground searches were knocking into high gear back in Lima and they had begun to journey through the jungle looking for the crash site. Damn.

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Now, unfortunately, this was not organized well, and they were sending them in wrong directions because they were getting false leads and like shitty tips because of all the false leads being sent in.

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The government actually had to impose a blackout on news reports because people are shit.

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Correct.

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Everywhere, always. And this was to stop the false shit from spreading, but also it kept the families in the dark. They didn't know what was going on.

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How sad is that, that like, when certain media gets involved, even like, it reminds me of the Idaho killings. Yeah. The amount of misinformation being spread now that he's been apprehended. It's crazy.

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And it's so, it's so easy for it to spread too. Yeah. Now day four brought a horrific memory and discovery for Julianne and one that I can't imagine stumbling upon.

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She said on this day she had walked for a few hours and then remembers distinctly hearing quote the flapping of large wings unmistakable louder and lasting longer than that of other birds this was very concerning because she knew what this was she said it was the king vulture

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And she remembered a lot about this kind of bird. Specifically, she knew from her mother's lessons that its presence meant there was a large amount of carrion very close by. That is dead meat. Unfortunately, she was right.

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Now, she left the river and walked into the jungle until she came across a row of three seats from flight 508. Oh, no. They were lodged three feet deep into the ground upside down. Oh, my God. So they were upside down.

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So the head portions of them were in the ground. This meant that they had hit the ground with unbelievable force. Incredible. Unbelievable force. What is worse? All three passengers were still strapped into the three seats.

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All of them were lodged headfirst into the ground. Only their legs jutted out, and as Julianne described it, quote, their legs were just jutting grotesquely upward. And it was two men and a woman.

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that's awful of course this would destroy anyone but julianne fought against any initial instinct to run because she said her first instinct in any of ours would be to run the fuck away from this site absolutely this would be the most horrific that i would just want to get as far away from this as possible

01:04:32 Speaker_01
And she knows that the fucking King Vulture's on its way. Yeah, so I'm out. Which, might I note, has a wingspan of about six feet. Yeah, that's why the sound of it is very distinct, because it's huge flapping. This thing is massive.

01:04:45 Speaker_01
And I'm sure the sound of it flapping is probably really scary. I wonder if we can find a sound of it. Yeah. Because just to give you a full picture here, we'll pause and find a sound clip, I think. We will not find you one because I looked.

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And yeah, you really can't get a clear one that sounds like anything other than like popopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopopop

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into the air nature it's giving sinister it's getting sinister by it really is but what is the fucking planet yeah so this is after julianne discovered this horrific scene she fought every instinct she had to run the fuck away from this

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And instead, she went closer. Because even though she knew logically that none of those passengers were her mother, because... She had to be sure. She had to be sure. That's love.

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So she used a stick to move the woman's shoe and saw that her toenails had been painted. And her mother never painted her toenails.

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Oh, that's just like such a... I know, it's just like a... Like I know my mom.

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Yeah. Meanwhile, the King Vultures perched above her in the trees and were just waiting for her to leave, essentially. Yeah, because they're not very confrontational. They're not. So they were just waiting for her to leave.

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They were like, can you please leave?

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They also don't have eyelashes.

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They don't. We found that out. That's interesting. And she searched for anything else that could help her, but nothing really could. Just pieces of scorched plain were in the area. So she went back into the river.

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And it was just those three passengers she found. That's all she found. Now, night four, the candy was gone.

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No food in the immediate area and that this crash had happened in the rainy season when fruit was not plentiful in the trees, like it would have been in dry season. Right.

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She didn't have tools to open any of the fruit anyways, and she didn't have any way of getting up into the high trees to get the fruit. So she drinks from the salty river in like dirty river water.

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just to keep herself somewhat hydrated and distract herself from the hunger right so as she fell into hunger and exhaustion she came across a barrier of driftwood and tangled reeds that would be impossible to climb in the river this made her have to leave the river again which was dangerous yeah and difficult and she had to get through the dense unbeaten jungle for hours before finally being able to get around that and back to the river

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When she does, this is the first time that she sees that the canopy above her head has opened, like there's an opening of the trees. And now she sees the plane as it flies over. Oh. She can hear it. She can. And now she's seeing it.

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And she's like, they might be able to see me. So she starts waving her arms and screaming, throwing things, like trying to get the attention. It hovers and then just leaves.

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oh yep this would have been devastating i can't imagine this was the closest thing to being able to be seen to her that could have happened and it didn't happen and this is night four yeah this is night four um i believe it is let me no this is um this so this was night four we're into days like five and six at this point like we're kind of like all bleeding into each other

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But this is devastating. And Julian says it was this when she finally took stock of her situation and finally started to think about not only what had happened, but also how vast and massive the jungle around her really was.

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And she said this made her start losing hope, so she didn't let it consume her. Because she said if she had really fallen into thinking about what was actually around her and what wasn't around her, she wouldn't be able to go forward.

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Now to give you context for what was around her, the Amazon rainforest covers more than 2.5 million square miles of land. 59% or a little under 1.5 million square miles is in Peru.

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And in 1.5 million square miles of rainforest land, they're really estimated to live just a little over a thousand people. Wow. Yeah. In 1.5 million square miles of land. That's crazy.

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Which meant the odds of her running into a person for help was essentially slim to none. Like more than that. But she didn't let this take her down. A lot of people would have given up.

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They would have let the insurmountable depression of this reality just make them lay down and hope to be found or just surrender. But it's Julianne we're talking about. So she kept going down the river.

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She knew if she let the current push her down the river, she was conserving her strength as well as keeping herself safer on land, too, because if she's in the river, the things on land can't get to her.

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And she felt like she could at least contend with the river shit. Yeah. Now, also, days in the Amazon were about 85 to 95 degrees.

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Oh, my God.

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And humid, too. And nights could get colder. And remember, she was wearing, I think the only thing she was wearing at this point was like a cotton short dress. And she's wet now, too. And she's wet.

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And during the day, she was being beaten down by the sun and then soaked. And at night, she was just freezing. Oh, my God. She was also being assaulted by mosquitoes. Every other insect. It was hell. And at night, they would just buzz around her.

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In the day, they would buzz around her constantly. Oh, I didn't even think about mosquitoes. And it's like those kind of bugs buzzing all the time would drive you fucking insane. Like, I would lose it. So...

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Julian's concussion by like day seven, so we're a week into this. Oh my god. Julian's concussion had actually kind of afforded her a big, like a bit of reprieve in a way in the beginning days of her survival. She was in kind of a brain fog of sorts.

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Right. So she could really only think and focus on survival in those days. But by the seventh day, she was really only thinking about her mother and the reality of her situation, finally.

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And sometimes the thoughts were typical, you know, she's a teenager.

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So she would sit there and she would think about, you know, what she wished she would be doing right now, what her friends were doing, who she missed, like, you know, I wish I could eat my favorite junk food kind of thing.

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And then she would get like super existential as well. Like, thinking about, like, what's the meaning of all this? Like, am I supposed to be here? Why did this happen? Like, why me? You know, like, all that.

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And although she doesn't really understand why or how, she knew in that moment, and she knows now, that her survival meant something. She just didn't know what. Of course it did. But she was like, there's no way this was an accident.

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There's no way this is coincidence. I'm meant to do this. I'm meant to be here. And I'm not meant to die alone in the fucking rainforest with no one knowing what I've done.

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I just fell 10,000 feet from the air and survived seven days.

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I'm not supposed to die right now. Like I'm getting out of this. The river is not taking me down. Nothing's taking me down. So she resolves that she's like, I'm going to get to safety.

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I'm going to lead a life of meaning and I'm going to contribute to the world when I get out of here. Wow.

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She sat there at 17 years old in the fucking rainforest in the middle of a river a week after falling 10,000 feet from the sky and said, I'm going to make a difference in the world. To have that wherewithal.

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At 17 alone, but then you add all of those circumstances. Now at this point, her resolve had not dissipated. She was still sure there had to be another survivor of this flight. There was no conceivable way in her mind that she was the sole survivor.

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So she was just always looking out for people. And by this time, a week after the crash, she noted that the cuts on her arms and legs were starting to look pretty bad. And now they were starting to hurt.

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The laceration on her calf had become very irritated and very swollen. She's in the dirty river water too, it's not helping. And the laceration on her arm was feeling very painful and very hot, but was in a place that was difficult for her to see.

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It was like behind her arm. So unless she strained her neck to look at it, she really couldn't see a lot of it. But when she did finally see it, she saw that maggots had actually begun to burrow into the wound.

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oh my god yep flies had laid eggs in the wound probably while she was sleeping Oh my God.

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She knew that this meant, she knew that it meant that if she allowed them to continue burying into the wound, it was really going to get bad and possibly need to be amputated.

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So she tried to pull them out herself using a piece of bent plain metal that she molded into tweezers. Oh. But she couldn't get them and just had to give up and keep going down the river with maggots in her arm.

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I don't even... Yep, she just was going down the river with live maggots eating the wound on her arm that she got when she fell 10,000 feet out of the sky. I'm not well, bitch. I am not well, bitch. This is coupled with another scary turn of events.

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Like we've stated many times before, Julianne was very experienced, so very knowledgeable about the jungle and survival. And she knew that most of the animals in this jungle would probably be terrified of her and pretty much keep their distance.

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They would run from her normally, but she now sees that they were making themselves known and seemingly watching her, following her, acting curious of her. I just so fucking

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What this told her was that they had probably rarely, possibly never seen a human before. Oh my god. Their lack of fear was evidence of that. This was a crushing blow to her spirit because she now knew that she was completely isolated from anyone else.

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These animals had not seen a human before. Oh my god. She was the first one to roll through here.

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oh my god so days eight and nine it was now that the sun started to unleash the full assault on her body oh and her like infected oh yeah it was eight days in and she woke up in searing pain on her back and shoulders and realized that she had about a second degree sunburn on her back and shoulders that had actually broken open and was now bleeding

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What the fuck? Yep. Unfortunately, she can't do literally anything about this and just has to keep going in this unbelievable pain while bleeding. Not like she has any fucking topper tone on her. Nope. This day is when she began to hallucinate as well.

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Her mind started to play a lot of cruel tricks on her. She keeps being sure that she's seeing houses in the distance, but it's just a sea of trees.

01:15:34 Speaker_02
Why does your mind do that?

01:15:36 Speaker_01
it's just I don't know if it's I think it's partially like a survival thing a preservation thing it's trying to get you in a cave yeah trying to get you to keep going she also has auditory hallucinations thinking she hears chickens which would mean that humans were nearby but it's just jungle birds that she hears

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Um, this may have broken someone else's spirit, hearing and seeing things only to realize that they were not real, but Julianne said it made her strive even harder to survive because she was now determined to really see and really hear those things.

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Now, while she is hearing and seeing these false images and sounds, she accidentally gets her foot stuck in a sand bank and it makes her trip and fall.

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Now, she's been traveling through the jungle for over a week straight with no food and little water, no medicine or aid for her wounds, and she's likely fighting various infections. When she hits the ground, all she wants to do is sleep.

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She was like, I hit that ground and I was like, I can't get up. Like, this is it. And she can't fight the urge anymore. Her body is telling her, like, you go to sleep, go to sleep.

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So she closes her eyes and just lets herself rest on the jungle floor for a few moments. But then she said she was woken up by a chirping sound. And it's not a bird chirping. She knows that sound. Go away. It's a baby caiman.

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When she opens her eyes, she sees a baby came in, and then she sees its mother. No! And they are approaching her in a very aggressive and very threatening way.

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Oh, my God.

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And she said if she jumped up like she wanted to, they would have attacked her and got her in an instant. She would have had no choice, no chance. But she said what she knew she had to do was just slide away from them.

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So she slid on the ground away from them slowly when every cell in her body was screaming at her to jump up and run the fuck out of there.

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She was slowly sliding like a worm on the ground until she slid back in the river and let the current take her away. and got away. Eliza fucking Thornberry. Yep.

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But unfortunately, this also cemented her the knowledge she already knew that there were no humans anywhere near here because she said there was a large amount of caimans and that made it sure that there was no humans around.

01:18:34 Speaker_02
Fucking alligators, y'all.

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Yeah. Fucking aldigators. Yeah. But the ninth day she was beyond exhaustion and her hunger was something that was no longer something she could ignore. And it just ate away at her. It's all she could think about.

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She tried for hours that day, she said, to catch poison dart frogs to try to eat something. You can eat them even though they're poisonous?

01:18:58 Speaker_00
You can eat them.

01:18:58 Speaker_01
I think there's a poison sack that I'm sure she knew where it was. And she said she tried for hours. Literally all her energy was spent trying to catch these frogs. But she couldn't?

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Couldn't catch one and ended up just falling asleep in the middle of it. So the 10th day was the same.

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She just let the current take her down the river and unfortunately the river is now becoming less open and expansive and now there are dams of driftwood and rocks that are dangerous. She's having to climb over and avoid.

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She has zero energy so you can imagine how difficult this was getting. She has fucking maggots in her arm, y'all. Yep. As the day went on and eventually the sun was beginning to set, Julianne saw what she thought was like a gravel bank on the shore.

01:19:39 Speaker_01
So she was like, you know what? That's a great place to get some sleep. I'm going to lay on the bank and just let my body rest. So she laid down, just let her body begin to let go. But right before she was closing her eyes, she saw something. Oh no.

01:19:53 Speaker_01
It was a boat. She saw a boat. And in her head, she was like, this is a mirage. Like, close your eyes. Look at it again. So she thought, like, she blinked. And when she blinked, it was still there.

01:20:05 Speaker_01
And she's like, and I looked around, and it was still there. Still tied to the bank. No one's in it. So she shook her head, still there. She reached out and touched it. Still there. It was a boat and she was touching it.

01:20:19 Speaker_01
And she said, and it looked new and it looked like it was in working order. Meaning someone who ran this boat is nearby. Yeah. Like at the very least. Yeah. So she explores the area around the boat. She's got like a newfound energy.

01:20:33 Speaker_01
She didn't even know existed within her at this point. She's got hope. She finds a footpath that she said was not natural. It was cleared by hand. Okay. She follows it and finds a tambo. Then you're like, who the fuck am I going to find? Exactly.

01:20:45 Speaker_01
So she finds a tambo, which is a small like shack that was made by hand where people will store supplies like gasoline for boats and such. Yeah, yeah.

01:20:54 Speaker_01
Now this was crucial because it confirmed there had been a human around and also there was gasoline in there which could be used to help her maggot infested wound. Debbie bought gasolina. There you go. I don't even think that's right.

01:21:09 Speaker_01
She gritted her teeth and poured the gasoline onto her wound. which would cause unbelievable staring pain.

01:21:17 Speaker_01
But because she is brilliant and learned from experience and from her parents, she knew this would be some do something internal to heal, like to help get those maggots out. That's so horrific.

01:21:26 Speaker_01
First, it made the maggots try to dig deeper into the wound, but eventually it forced them out. Oh, my God. So she was able to pull some of them out. She pulled over 30 maggots. I need you to stop saying the word.

01:21:38 Speaker_01
And she later found out that there was far more that had to be removed later.

01:21:42 Speaker_02
Oh, my God.

01:21:42 Speaker_01
So she's trying to sort out her thoughts, make a plan. So far, she didn't see a human, but just evidence that one was around at one point in the recent past. So she did think really quickly about just using the boat to take her down the river.

01:21:56 Speaker_01
Honestly. But then she was because she was just so tired. But literally, I mean, she just performed amateur surgery on her arm. True. Essentially.

01:22:04 Speaker_01
um but she just laid down and she was like I'm gonna lay down first and think this over and then when she started thinking about it she was like well taking the boat is a non-starter because it would help me but I could potentially be abandoning someone else in the Amazon rainforest and she's like I literally can't do that no she wrote later I cannot possibly save my own life and jeopardize another's

01:22:24 Speaker_02
That's a human right there.

01:22:25 Speaker_01
So she did borrow a tarp from the shack and laid down on the banks to sleep again. Okay. Now day 11th, when she woke up, there was still no one around her. Suddenly a depressing thought hit her like a ton of bricks.

01:22:38 Speaker_01
Sometimes hunters or woodcutters would use these tambos while they were out in the jungle and then they would just abandon them for months, sometimes forever. Even their boats? So when she didn't know, she was like, I don't know.

01:22:51 Speaker_03
No.

01:22:52 Speaker_01
So she made the impossible decision to continue floating down the river now, just hoping that maybe she would come across a village or evidence of more people. So she's about to go into the river and then it begins to rain.

01:23:04 Speaker_01
And once again, her exhaustion and her lack of nutrients and infection were making it impossible to move very much. And she didn't have a lot of strength. So she's like, you know, it's raining. I'm going to stay in the shack until the rain passes. OK.

01:23:18 Speaker_01
I think a lot of this is her mom. I do, too. The universe and her mom working together, I think. Sure. Because in the afternoon, the rain finally stopped and she was still alone. So she made the decision to move.

01:23:30 Speaker_01
But unfortunately, her body still just wouldn't even stand like she had no strength. I mean, she just had to pour gasoline into her arm. Exactly. It's almost like something was working there to keep her there, to keep her there.

01:23:42 Speaker_01
So she decided to rest another full day. She was like, I'm going to give myself another full day to regain some of the strength and then I will start moving in. I might as well just stay in the shack while I can.

01:23:52 Speaker_01
So she's in a serious state of despair at this point. She hasn't eaten even a little something in over six days and has only drank dirty river water. She's been bitten on every inch of her body by a variety of insects.

01:24:05 Speaker_01
As she tried to sleep and they're buzzing in her ears, she's cold, she's soaking wet. Suddenly her brain begins telling her that she was correct.

01:24:14 Speaker_01
more people survived the crash but they stayed put and they were saved that's what her brain is telling her now you were correct yes people survived but they were all saved and you're left here no alone no no this what she said this was just she was like the i i was the only one left i was the only one that left the crash site and now i'm stuck in the jungle forever because of my decision no that's what she said like her brain just started going against her

01:24:41 Speaker_01
And in her book, she said she thought to herself, how strange is it that a person can disappear just like that and no one knows about it? It is crazy.

01:24:49 Speaker_01
So she just lays in the shack for most of the 11th day, just trying to catch something like a frog to eat. She was seeing them. She just couldn't catch them. She never gets one. The hunger really starts to shut her body down even more.

01:25:01 Speaker_01
And as twilight seeps in and another day passes behind her in the jungle, she hears it. voices in the distance. Immediately she sits up but then just as quickly her head tells her that's just another auditory hallucination. Don't listen to it.

01:25:17 Speaker_01
She doesn't want to get excited but she keeps hearing them and then she's hearing them getting closer and closer and closer and she's still trying to convince herself that this is just another hallucination when suddenly

01:25:29 Speaker_01
Three men just emerge from the jungle. Immediately, they all, like, jumped back when they saw her in the shack. Because it was their shack. So they were just like, what the fuck? But they look at her and they knew about the plane crash. Oh, my God.

01:25:42 Speaker_01
And they're like, holy shit. She was almost too stunned to speak, but she quickly regained her composure and said in Spanish, I'm a girl who was in the Lanza crash. My name is Julianne. Oh, my God. These three men were forest workers.

01:25:58 Speaker_01
And they immediately hustled Julia into safety. They brought her back to their camp. They fed her. They gave her clean water, dry clothing. They helped attend to her wounds to the best ability they could.

01:26:10 Speaker_01
They even took out more maggots out of her arm themselves. They then praised her for staying at their shack. They were like, that was a brilliant decision. We're so glad you did that.

01:26:20 Speaker_01
and they said if you had left that area you would have never been found because like if the uh the rainforest as you go further out gets more uninhabited you would have been going deeper yeah into it and they said her body by the way like they the condition they found her in they said your body would have given out by tomorrow you'd be gone like there's no way you were gonna be living wow

01:26:44 Speaker_01
And they said that if she'd even tried to float down the river, that would have been out. She was literally on her last breaths, essentially, when they got her.

01:26:53 Speaker_02
That was her strength and her mom with her. No fucking doubt in my mind.

01:26:57 Speaker_01
Exactly. They were in what's even crazier. And this is why I'm like, holy shit, everything worked. They weren't even supposed to have returned to the shack that day. Wow.

01:27:07 Speaker_01
They were just, but they wanted to make sure that the boat was still tied up after the rainstorm. Otherwise, they weren't coming back to the shack. Kismet. And they said they never would have found her. All of that was meant to be. Yeah.

01:27:20 Speaker_01
100,000 gajillion percent. So she immediately asked them about other passengers, other survivors, and they tell her the airplane hasn't even been found and you are the only survivor.

01:27:30 Speaker_03
Oh my God.

01:27:30 Speaker_01
and she asked about her mother even though they had just told her no one survived and they said no you're the sole survivor can you imagine the weight of that falling on you hearing that like out loud it's just you she tells them the story too like because they're like you have to tell us like what have you been through like yeah it's been almost two weeks like what's going on so she tells them the story

01:27:52 Speaker_01
she told they should and they kind of tell her to like about the massive search that's been going on and she's like I heard the planes and they're like holy shit like they were on topi like that's wild and they're telling her like

01:28:04 Speaker_01
You know, they, like, everyone thought everybody was gone. No one thought that somebody survived. Like, no one's going to believe this. She told them about, like, going down the river, about the vultures. She told them everything. The alligators. Yeah.

01:28:16 Speaker_01
And they tell her that the next morning after she sleeps, a real sleep, they will take her to Turna Vista, where they can get her proper help and medical care. They're angels. And Julianne couldn't sleep that night, even though she was safe.

01:28:28 Speaker_01
She was like, I just couldn't believe I was going to get out of here. Yeah, she's probably so excited.

01:28:32 Speaker_01
now it is very shortly after julian's discovery that it's like headline news worldwide a lot of lies were told because the press they somehow tried to make her story like even more sensational which they did not have to like there was they were saying that like

01:28:49 Speaker_01
she had like made a makeshift raft that she lived on for 11 days and it's like no she didn't. Yeah and I think it's even more impressive that she didn't.

01:28:56 Speaker_01
And that she woke up under three bodies or something like that and she's like no I didn't like that none of that was true. Why would you? Why does your brain even go there? And the times actually quoted Juliana saying and this isn't not a real quote

01:29:08 Speaker_01
They quoted her as saying, I felt a sensation of emptiness, but I don't remember anything else until I woke up on the ground with three bodies on top of me. She didn't say that. How do you? What?

01:29:19 Speaker_01
And then they said that she told them that she survived by eating the Christmas cake which she had been taking to her father. And she's like, nope, that wasn't even mine. That wasn't my Christmas cake. And I didn't eat it. So.

01:29:32 Speaker_01
What's worse is, in the days that followed the rescue, also, the press started to kind of turn on her a little bit. What? And they started saying, well, she ran away from injured passengers who could have been helped.

01:29:43 Speaker_02
No, honey, they were three feet into the ground or just gone. Like, fuck off.

01:29:51 Speaker_01
Luckily for the most part the overall tone and the most of the tone was celebration that she was alive. Isn't it wild that there were trolls in this situation? Trolls in every situation. Trolls will always. They will always find a way to be miserable.

01:30:04 Speaker_01
Trolls be trolling. But they spent, so these three men and Julianne spent 11 hours on a boat going to Ternovista. God.

01:30:12 Speaker_01
Once they arrive in Ternovista, she's taken to a hospital where she's finally able to get real treatment and medicine for the various infections she was suffering from.

01:30:22 Speaker_01
Unbelievably, she has to fly to Yerenkoka, I believe it's called, to get better medical treatment. And this is where she would actually stay and be stabilized. But she was actually, she was absolutely terrified, obviously.

01:30:36 Speaker_01
This is less than two weeks after she fell out of the sky.

01:30:39 Speaker_02
Fell from the sky.

01:30:40 Speaker_01
Yeah. But she was also so out of it and had no strength, so she was like, I couldn't fight it. I just got on the flight. I just needed to get to a hospital. And she needed better medical attention. But like, holy shit. Wow.

01:30:49 Speaker_01
And she wouldn't have lived if they tried to take her a slower way. Like, she had to get on this flight to get there. It's almost like a med flight.

01:30:56 Speaker_01
Julianne spent months in that medical facility in Yarrincoca but she was strong and by March she was back in Lima and back in school. Oh my god. Yes. She loved being back in her normal routine and around those she loved. Her dad.

01:31:10 Speaker_01
But the press were fucking nightmares and they hounded her day and night. Leave her alone. Day and night. So because of all the craziness, her father Hans actually had her sent to Germany to get away from it.

01:31:23 Speaker_01
She lived with her grandmother and her aunt there. And Julianne said that he had good intentions moving her there, but she felt very betrayed by it because she said she was in such a state. She just got reunited.

01:31:37 Speaker_01
And she had lost her mother in that way, that she was like being sent away, felt like I was abandoned.

01:31:43 Speaker_01
yeah and that's not his intention but like he was also going through the trauma that he had gone through so it's like this was just all a lot of confronting a lot of different trauma well and i'm sure in his mind he probably felt like she needed to be with her grandmother as like a maternal figure even i think he just didn't know what to do and with his own grief of losing his wife which he and his wife were so close like they were it was just together in the jungle

01:32:08 Speaker_01
24-7, you know, like, their bond must have been outrageous. Absolutely. So it's like, this is just unthinkable. It's so layered. And she said, panguana in my school were the only things left for me.

01:32:19 Speaker_01
And she said that's when she felt the sense of abandonment. Unfortunately, Hans was very understandably devastated by the loss of Maria, and Julianne said she, quote, suspected that for him it was a problem that I survived and not my mother.

01:32:33 Speaker_01
And what I think she means by that is that only one of us came out of that. Not that it was bad that it was her who came out of that. It was just like, I would rather have both of you.

01:32:45 Speaker_02
And I think her being there would be a reminder constantly.

01:32:49 Speaker_01
And she looks like her mom. Yeah. Like, you know what I mean? Like, she has a lot of her mom's features. I'm sure that's like really tough. That's on a different level of trauma. And it's a different grief. Like, I don't know that grief. No.

01:33:00 Speaker_01
I can't imagine that grief. I don't know the grief that Julianne was going through, and I don't know the grief that Hans was going through, so I'm not going to judge either or. I have no idea what that feels. Oh, that makes me want to cry right now.

01:33:13 Speaker_01
And Julianne loves her parents and respects her parents to this day. She does not have bad things to say about what happened here. I don't think anybody could have handled that situation. I don't think there is a proper way to handle that situation.

01:33:25 Speaker_01
No, I really don't. I honestly don't know what the way to handle it would have been. But Hans left Panguana for Peru in 1974. He just kind of left and didn't say goodbye to anybody and didn't tell anyone. He just started living in Germany.

01:33:42 Speaker_01
But everyone said he was just never the same. It just destroyed a huge part of him. He died in 2000 at 87 years old. Wow. Julianne said their relationship definitely changed when she came home.

01:33:53 Speaker_02
That's really sad.

01:33:54 Speaker_01
It never really recovered. But she kind of like she could understand in some way. OK. Later, Julianne actually learned she wasn't initially the sole survivor of that crash.

01:34:05 Speaker_01
When the crash site was later found, they discovered bodies and were able to bring them out of the jungle. And there was also evidence that at least a few of them, 17 to be exact, had survived the fall from the sky. Wow.

01:34:18 Speaker_01
But their injuries were so significant that they died very shortly after hitting the jungle floor. One of those people was Maria.

01:34:26 Speaker_02
She survived initially.

01:34:28 Speaker_01
But she was nowhere near Julianne. Nowhere near at all. Like nowhere near her to find. Nowhere near where she would know where she was. But they were able to recover her body? They were able to recover her body.

01:34:38 Speaker_01
She said when she, Julianne said when she found this out it did shatter her. Of course. Knowing that her mother had survived at some point and that she wasn't near her. Yeah.

01:34:46 Speaker_01
Now, an investigation into the crash found that the crew was under a ton of pressure to keep the schedule on that flight because things had fallen behind during the holidays, so they pushed through the storm instead of diverting around it and adding more time to the flight.

01:35:00 Speaker_02
Dude, time is made up.

01:35:01 Speaker_01
Lightning is not. Fatal error. Yeah, fatal error. That's ridiculous. Also, the plane was in terrible shape. Like I said, it was put together with scraps of other plane to begin with, and after this, Lanza shut down. Good. Bye, Lanza.

01:35:15 Speaker_01
Now, Julianne did not return to Peru for a decade. And honestly, I probably wouldn't ever return, but she was a PhD student. Oh my God, of course she was.

01:35:24 Speaker_01
Yeah, and had an opportunity to study Amazonian bats in Panguana, again, the place where she had lived with her parents and formed such a strong bond with them and foundations for her eventual unbelievable survival.

01:35:38 Speaker_01
And she took the opportunity and spent 18 months living in Panguana, finishing her dissertation.

01:35:44 Speaker_02
God.

01:35:45 Speaker_01
After surviving in the jungle, she went back to the jungle. She's the most badass woman I think I've ever heard of. She also became the director of Penguina after her father died. Wow.

01:35:56 Speaker_01
And in the 1990s, she returned to the crash site with director Werner Herzog, the actual crash site. And he was the one who was supposed to go on that plane with his crew. Exactly.

01:36:07 Speaker_01
And she said this is when she really realized how badly she wanted to return to the jungle. and she wanted to preserve her parents' legacy. She said this was when it hit her. And she said the way she looks at it, quote, the jungle caught me.

01:36:20 Speaker_01
It saved me. It was not its fault that I landed here.

01:36:23 Speaker_02
Yeah. How do you look at it that way? I don't know.

01:36:26 Speaker_01
Like how do you have the fucking... You're a beast of a human. The spirit. Now we talked earlier about how filmmaker Werner Herzog was supposed to be on Lance of Flight 508. But he actually made a documentary in 1999 called Wings of Hope.

01:36:43 Speaker_03
Wow.

01:36:43 Speaker_01
And where he returned to the jungle and to the crash site with Julianne. They walked to where she crashed and also visited where she was rescued and the stops along the way of her unbelievable journey where she just tells the story.

01:36:57 Speaker_01
And she talks about all the emotions she felt, the pain, the numbness, the times when she thought she couldn't go on anymore. She talked about the isolation and feeling of loneliness that truly goes unmatched. I can't imagine.

01:37:09 Speaker_01
No, none of us will ever know what that's like. As they go through this experience, she would stop and pick up pieces of the scattered, like picking up pieces of the plane that are still there today. Wow.

01:37:23 Speaker_01
It's just scattered over a crazy amount of space. And they actually visited Peculpa, where there's a cemetery that many of the passengers from flight 508 are buried. And there's a big memorial that the graves are all around.

01:37:39 Speaker_01
And there's this map in the memorial that traces with dotted lines from the crash site to Turna Vista, where Julianne was eventually healed. Wow. Under the memorial there are the words, um, Elaste Esperanza, or Wings of Hope.

01:37:55 Speaker_01
All 71 passengers and all six of the plane's crew died in the crash, with only Julianne surviving.

01:38:02 Speaker_02
That is so remarkable.

01:38:04 Speaker_01
Yeah. Today Julianne Kopka is married and actually goes by Julianne Diller, her married name. and she splits her time. She lives in Munich and she also works as a librarian at the Bavarian State Collection of Zoology and Panguana.

01:38:19 Speaker_01
Oh my god, she does it all still. She has spent decades in Panguana building it up, making the facility and the institute larger, more like with more resources, and it has actually been designated as a conservation area now.

01:38:35 Speaker_01
She flies all the fucking time. Oh my god.

01:38:38 Speaker_01
All the time flies all the time is making the world a better place is treating animals is studying is researching is Bringing new information into the world is she fucking G There was a point earlier where you said she was like, alright first things first and all I could think of is first things first I'm the realist Let the whole world feel it that's Julia still in the jungle business.

01:39:05 Speaker_02
Oh

01:39:05 Speaker_01
Julianne, my god, is one of the most inspirational people I have ever read about.

01:39:12 Speaker_02
I want to pour you this episode for my children someday and be like, never fucking complain about anything!

01:39:21 Speaker_01
I know we all like everyone's allowed to complain about shit like shit goes down we're not saying like oh now you're never allowed to complain. No I'm joking.

01:39:30 Speaker_01
But it's like if you feel yourself slipping into a rut of like everything sucks and I'm mad and this is annoying to me. Let Julianne guide your way. Think about Julianne. Just think about Julianne. Just think about that journey.

01:39:44 Speaker_01
Just think about maggots in her arm.

01:39:46 Speaker_02
I could be stuck in the rainforest right now face to face with an alligator and it's fucking baby.

01:39:51 Speaker_01
I could be sitting next to my mother one second in a plane and then I could be crashed 10,000 feet out of the air in the second. And then I could spend almost two weeks battling the Amazon fucking rainforest. You know what's fucked? Just to survive.

01:40:07 Speaker_01
We're going to be on a plane in two weeks, and that's fucked. Yeah, but you know what? It's OK. This plane is from 2000 and whatever. Yeah. This plane can withstand a lightning strike. This plane has had regular maintenance.

01:40:21 Speaker_01
This plane has a very professional pilot. Yeah. And flying is different now. I flew over tornadoes earlier last year, so we good.

01:40:30 Speaker_02
We good. Actually, I was flying the day that Miley Cyrus's flight was hit with lightning. That day. We all know that day. I know that day. Do you know where you were that day? How could you forget that day?

01:40:43 Speaker_02
I was on a flight, and she was too, and it got hit by lightning.

01:40:47 Speaker_01
But she was fine. But she was aight. Exactly, because planes can withstand lightning now. That's my point. And also, no plane has ever crashed due to turbulence. There you go. So you can take that with your hat and jello and jello. Oh yes.

01:41:01 Speaker_01
If you, I don't know if I've mentioned this before.

01:41:03 Speaker_01
I think maybe, um, maybe I have, but if, if I have here it again, uh, there's a tick tock where this girl said that she heard from a pilot that if you ever get nervous about turbulence and you can't understand what it is because it is very scary.

01:41:16 Speaker_01
I was going to say a little, it's very scary. I like shit my pants every time there's a little bubble. She put a little rolled up piece of paper and a little cup of jello.

01:41:24 Speaker_01
She put it in the middle and she said, here's the plane and the jello around it is the air that you're flying through. And then she taps the jello and you see the jello just kind of wiggle. And she said, is that piece of paper going to drop?

01:41:35 Speaker_01
And you say, no, TikTok, it's not. And she says, that's because there's all this air pressure underneath and all this air pressure on top and on either side. And that little piece of paper isn't going anywhere.

01:41:46 Speaker_01
It's just jostling around because the air is jostling around. And she said, anytime you get in turbulence, just think of that. Think about jello. Yeah. And I'm telling you, it helps. The last time I was on the plane, I thought about jello.

01:41:57 Speaker_01
That's what I thought about, too. And it helped me. But again, I will link some of those books in the show notes in case you are a fearful flyer or if you're not and you're just interested. Yeah, totally. But I'm telling you, Julianne did it.

01:42:08 Speaker_01
Julianne still does it. She gets on a plane so I can get on a plane. Julianne forever. Yeah, Julianne for life. She's a inspirational, inspirational bish to say the least. Yeah, I love her. Wow.

01:42:24 Speaker_02
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